I do want to, and I should be able to now. I just have to get my shit together a little bit better. THis is actually one of two projects that should be simple but became absolutely impossible due to... well, everything.
I definitely haven't abandoned it, though. It's just that the amount of mods to check was too overwhelming to handle, like everything else at the time.
Right now the primary stress is I missed some messages from people who don't seem to come here any more, and it sucks, but all's I can do is hope that they see this profile post somehow. The damage is done and grieving won't help.
...Not sure why I'm telling you this since you can't do anything about it either but I guess it's hard to make peace with.