It is always a welcome sight to see you post... I can only offer fortune cookie advice though:
You can rise to new heights when you have the will to keep getting back up. Be strong!
True, the past cannot be changed so we must accept it. I felt the same way last year, feeling that I'd never get over the fallout of my personal problems; but time heals all wounds Kim. I'm sure you and Bloom will be happy again soon.