Hina
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Hina

..., 20, from somewhere...

heyo Oct 3, 2017

    1. Hina
      Hina
      heyo
      1. TLinkan
        TLinkan
        Hi, Hina! How are you?
        Oct 3, 2017
      2. Hina
        Hina
        hey Linku
        i'm somewhere between "okay" and "absolutely shit", so i suppose i'm good
        sitting at home and taking care of cats
        i want to sleep though
        Oct 3, 2017
      3. TLinkan
        TLinkan
        I hope you keep feeling good. And hey, i don't blame you for wanting to sleep. I do, too!
        Oct 3, 2017
    2. S. P. Gardebiter
      S. P. Gardebiter
      Are you allright? oo
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      2. Hina
        Hina
        i was never good at understanding people
        so i don't know why i made some choices
        oh well
        if it opens more possibilities, then...

        and i may feel better... i think i am winning the fight against depression. but it loves to make comebacks so i'm not going to assure that all is good yet

        either way, kinda funny that you still remember me after all those years
        Jun 4, 2017
      3. S. P. Gardebiter
        S. P. Gardebiter
        Opens more possibilities...? o:
        Hmm, I suppose I can be pretty good at understanding people when it comes to their motivations, often even those who are considered to be "evil" in the eyes of the majority.
        My first guesses about people are usually correct and sometimes I've got a bad feeling about a person because I can feel the person is acting phony. However there are several things clouding my judgement, for example when I'm angry about something or feeling hurt. I like to give people the benefit of a doubt and I know that judging people without asking them first is neither fair nor friendly. But people can also be lying, to themselfes and others. I also know that I judge people myself sometimes, so I can see how I am not living up to my own standards, however I don't expect myself or other people to live up to their own standards when they are hurt, even if that would mean that a better outcome could be archived. And that's what I mean, most people are just not logicial, even if it would be better for themselfes. It's hard to find out the truth when everything is so complex. The more I know the more I get the feeling that I don't know anything.

        Hmm, being depressed can be a really awful state, it's not hard to get into vicious circles. I can relate, I was depressed for years and sometimes I am not sure if I might still be mildly depressed. I hope that you will feel better soon. Considering what is important to you, connecting to like-minded people or setting goals for yourself might help you, at least that were things that helped me.

        I can remember that we talked a few years ago when I was visiting the forums and was merely trolling for amusement. And judging from my profile feeds I helped you with hacking stuff once. Did we actually talk before that? If so, I can't remember but I might be able to remember if you give me a few details.
        Jun 5, 2017
      4. Hina
        Hina
        well, i... got involved in a few certain things and now i'm becoming a volunteer and leaving the country. which is nice because leaving the country is what opens many possibilities for me and lets me start over again, without the problems that are holding me back here. but at the same time... i'm going to have a lot to learn. my contacts with people are varying on many levels... but i do believe i can relate to people who are troubled with something themselves. i've went through a lot and that probably helps...

        depression is really horrible and people who are faking it don't even know what they are doing. having to deal with it myself, i do not wish anybody having to deal with it either. things are not at their worst at the moment so that's fine, but still, all the pills are literally destroying my stomach... i'm quite a social outcast + my environment is not really friendly for people of my kind so connecting with anyone is a problem. goals, on the other hand, are something i always try to set. after all, despite all the difficulties, i got my ticket out of the country. is that not an achievement?

        and we never talked a lot (aside from me asking about hacks (wasn't that back when my english was still really horrible?)), but we had some "encounters" here. but even random encounters are usually enough for me to remember someone. plus, i've seen your posts and everything, and you were quite an important people here. also your weapon hacks guide. or rather an offset list. i can't even remember how many times it helped me.
        Jun 6, 2017
    3. Hina
      Hina
      1. Polaris
        Polaris
        I’ve had these on my laptop for the longest time! I still look through it from time to time and see which ones I can recognize. ^_~
        Feb 15, 2017
    4. Hina
      Hina
      1. IdioticBaka1824
        IdioticBaka1824
        this is the single most beautiful thing I have seen in my life
        good job.
        Feb 7, 2017
    5. Hina
      Hina
      1. Hina
        Hina
        Feb 5, 2017
      2. ColdCallerLoopy
        ColdCallerLoopy
        You did a really good job on them, at first I thought the eyes weren't contrasted enough when just by themselves but the final product looks very authentic and great. Keep it up.
        Feb 5, 2017
    6. Hina
    7. Hina
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      2. Hina
        Hina
        i distract myself from myself

        i'm going crazy
        Jan 30, 2017
      3. IdioticBaka1824
        IdioticBaka1824
        I'm sorry.. You must be thinking how I'm an insensitive happy-go-lucky idiot annoying you. Nothing I have ever said has ever helped anyone.. I'm sorry.
        Jan 31, 2017
      4. Hina
        Hina
        don't be sorry, you tried to do something

        i just can't be helped
        and you didn't even know
        Jan 31, 2017
    8. Hina
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      2. Hina
        Hina
        nah

        and i guess i can
        not like i have ever focused on the grass itself
        Jan 27, 2017
      3. IdioticBaka1824
        IdioticBaka1824
        What do you focus most on when drawing?
        Jan 27, 2017
      4. Hina
        Hina
        on drawing

        because i don't do that enough
        Jan 27, 2017
    9. Hina
    10. Hina
    11. Hina
    12. Hina
      Hina
    13. Hina
      Hina
      :(
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      2. andwhyisit
        andwhyisit
        That's generally only normal for people suffering from clinical depression. Yes, something is actually wrong.

        Although I question how either answer could ever be reassuring.
        Jul 13, 2016
      3. Hina
        Hina
        well then... if i don't give up now, i guess i'll do something... soon.

        thanks... thank you for everything.
        this is really helpful.
        Jul 13, 2016
      4. andwhyisit
        andwhyisit
        Hope it works out.
        Jul 13, 2016
    14. Spirit
      Spirit
      hey dude, do you ever remember a "multiple options" hack ever being made? (multiple options being instead of Yes/No there's Option 1/Option 2)? i really need it and i swear you at least had a hand in it
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      2. Spirit
        Spirit
        ah, alright
        would you happen to know who was/where it might have gone?
        Jul 6, 2016
      3. Hina
        Hina
        sorry, but no idea... but i think either doors or blink might know something? and of course you can always ask the almighty
        Jul 6, 2016
      4. Spirit
        Spirit
        alright, thank you!
        Jul 7, 2016
    15. Hina
      Hina
      i haven't slept at all tonight...
      1. IdioticBaka1824
        IdioticBaka1824
        That can either be a fun thing or a terrible thing. Assuming the latter, I express my apologies.
        Jul 6, 2016
      2. Hina
        Hina
        eh... it was a pretty sad night but at least in the end it was okay
        Jul 6, 2016
      3. IdioticBaka1824
        IdioticBaka1824
        Well, all's well that ends well, I guess.
        Jul 6, 2016
    16. Hina
      Hina
      1. Polaris
        Polaris
        Faaaabulous, both of you!
        Jul 1, 2016
    17. Hina
      Hina
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      2. Xemous
        Jun 30, 2016
      3. GunbladeMaster34
        GunbladeMaster34
        Wow, that's a huge character.
        Jun 30, 2016
      4. Xemous
        Xemous
        by your standards
        Jun 30, 2016
    18. Hina
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      2. Pummelator
      3. SeasonsOfDestiny
        SeasonsOfDestiny
        haha
        epic meme friendo
        upvoted, bookmarked, and subscribed
        Jun 30, 2016
      4. Miccs
        Miccs
        AFAIK I don't even have 1000h play time on a game myself at all.
        Jun 30, 2016
    19. Hina
      Hina
      can't even play huntsman without being called out for hacks. ehhhh
      1. Goerge Bobicles
        Goerge Bobicles
        #everymultiplayergameevermade
        Jun 25, 2016
      2. 2DBro
        2DBro
        same
        Jun 25, 2016
    20. Hina
      Hina
      in the end i decided not to take part in this mod competition
      1. Hina
        Hina
        have fun
        Jun 13, 2016
      2. Thomas Xin
        Jun 21, 2016
      3. Hina
        Hina
        not like i'm any original
        Jun 21, 2016
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