..., 20, from somewhere...
heyo Oct 3, 2017
Hi, Hina! How are you?
i'm somewhere between "okay" and "absolutely shit", so i suppose i'm good
sitting at home and taking care of cats
i want to sleep though
I hope you keep feeling good. And hey, i don't blame you for wanting to sleep. I do, too!
Are you allright? oo
i was never good at understanding people
so i don't know why i made some choices
if it opens more possibilities, then...
and i may feel better... i think i am winning the fight against depression. but it loves to make comebacks so i'm not going to assure that all is good yet
either way, kinda funny that you still remember me after all those years
Opens more possibilities...? o:
Hmm, I suppose I can be pretty good at understanding people when it comes to their motivations, often even those who are considered to be "evil" in the eyes of the majority.
My first guesses about people are usually correct and sometimes I've got a bad feeling about a person because I can feel the person is acting phony. However there are several things clouding my judgement, for example when I'm angry about something or feeling hurt. I like to give people the benefit of a doubt and I know that judging people without asking them first is neither fair nor friendly. But people can also be lying, to themselfes and others. I also know that I judge people myself sometimes, so I can see how I am not living up to my own standards, however I don't expect myself or other people to live up to their own standards when they are hurt, even if that would mean that a better outcome could be archived. And that's what I mean, most people are just not logicial, even if it would be better for themselfes. It's hard to find out the truth when everything is so complex. The more I know the more I get the feeling that I don't know anything.
Hmm, being depressed can be a really awful state, it's not hard to get into vicious circles. I can relate, I was depressed for years and sometimes I am not sure if I might still be mildly depressed. I hope that you will feel better soon. Considering what is important to you, connecting to like-minded people or setting goals for yourself might help you, at least that were things that helped me.
I can remember that we talked a few years ago when I was visiting the forums and was merely trolling for amusement. And judging from my profile feeds I helped you with hacking stuff once. Did we actually talk before that? If so, I can't remember but I might be able to remember if you give me a few details.
well, i... got involved in a few certain things and now i'm becoming a volunteer and leaving the country. which is nice because leaving the country is what opens many possibilities for me and lets me start over again, without the problems that are holding me back here. but at the same time... i'm going to have a lot to learn. my contacts with people are varying on many levels... but i do believe i can relate to people who are troubled with something themselves. i've went through a lot and that probably helps...
depression is really horrible and people who are faking it don't even know what they are doing. having to deal with it myself, i do not wish anybody having to deal with it either. things are not at their worst at the moment so that's fine, but still, all the pills are literally destroying my stomach... i'm quite a social outcast + my environment is not really friendly for people of my kind so connecting with anyone is a problem. goals, on the other hand, are something i always try to set. after all, despite all the difficulties, i got my ticket out of the country. is that not an achievement?
and we never talked a lot (aside from me asking about hacks (wasn't that back when my english was still really horrible?)), but we had some "encounters" here. but even random encounters are usually enough for me to remember someone. plus, i've seen your posts and everything, and you were quite an important people here. also your weapon hacks guide. or rather an offset list. i can't even remember how many times it helped me.
i found my old cave-story styled touhou girls http://i.imgur.com/OIoCPEd.png
I’ve had these on my laptop for the longest time! I still look through it from time to time and see which ones I can recognize. ^_~
http://i.imgur.com/RjaqTYx.jpg because i wanted to see my barry in jojo style. disclaimer: i have never watched jojo
this is the single most beautiful thing I have seen in my life
i did a test of my new pencils http://i.imgur.com/m16tfys.jpg
more contrast if you can't see it http://i.imgur.com/ySjUyCE.png
You did a really good job on them, at first I thought the eyes weren't contrasted enough when just by themselves but the final product looks very authentic and great. Keep it up.
https://youtu.be/dbkHaQwNJCA pure skill
i distract myself from myself
i'm going crazy
I'm sorry.. You must be thinking how I'm an insensitive happy-go-lucky idiot annoying you. Nothing I have ever said has ever helped anyone.. I'm sorry.
don't be sorry, you tried to do something
i just can't be helped
and you didn't even know
and i guess i can
not like i have ever focused on the grass itself
What do you focus most on when drawing?
because i don't do that enough
hum ;o http://i.imgur.com/mv3sVCN.jpg
technically i can put it here too... http://i.imgur.com/aLIvhE7.jpg
That's generally only normal for people suffering from clinical depression. Yes, something is actually wrong.
Although I question how either answer could ever be reassuring.
well then... if i don't give up now, i guess i'll do something... soon.
thanks... thank you for everything.
this is really helpful.
Hope it works out.
hey dude, do you ever remember a "multiple options" hack ever being made? (multiple options being instead of Yes/No there's Option 1/Option 2)? i really need it and i swear you at least had a hand in it
would you happen to know who was/where it might have gone?
sorry, but no idea... but i think either doors or blink might know something? and of course you can always ask the almighty
alright, thank you!
i haven't slept at all tonight...
That can either be a fun thing or a terrible thing. Assuming the latter, I express my apologies.
eh... it was a pretty sad night but at least in the end it was okay
Well, all's well that ends well, I guess.
forgot to add this earlier, selfie with mega satan http://i.imgur.com/o6HwZD7.png
Faaaabulous, both of you!
the binding of nosebleed http://i.imgur.com/3A8Nz7x.png
@SeasonsOfDestiny for you
Wow, that's a huge character.
by your standards
it's getting close http://i.imgur.com/uBEMmYf.png
epic meme friendo
upvoted, bookmarked, and subscribed
AFAIK I don't even have 1000h play time on a game myself at all.
can't even play huntsman without being called out for hacks. ehhhh
in the end i decided not to take part in this mod competition
not like i'm any original
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